i like being alone at home sometimes:)

went out this morning to do project
and best part about it my flats split..ahaha i was like -.- sighh
bought a new shoe from rubi...20buckss
today just seemed like a super long day:) and i like it
cuz u know not everyday pass so slowly like today..
sometimes i get this feeling as if time just pass you by so quickly
from the time u wake up. bathe.sch.bus.home.bathe.tv.sleep
this kind of routine makes me feel as if i am not living life to fullest..
but today was like meet up w classmates.project.shop.home.home movie plus nice weather:))
quiet night but i like it..
like as if i am at peace finally..

sometimes do you ever get this feeling as if you wished u were as innnocent as others think u are?
like i think i am not a wholly good person..
like i get certain scene replay in my head and i wished i could go back in time just to UNDO it
it might just be a scarcastic comment ppl laugh and forget but to me i think its rude and
i just wished i never said that...
it just make me like i have this really evil side of me;(
somtimes i even get negative thoughts of certain ppl...
cant seem to get rid of these sterotypes...
or like even bad-mouthing ppl:((
i feel like a sinner!
okk well...no one is perfect.but i cant help it to think everyone is living in their world
being so self-centered
and thinking its always other's ppl fault

ohh found this nice song..
okk maybe i am slow...but its really nice