i am so confused and tired!

looking at my results..

it really sucked like so damn bad..

i am not kidding saw my grade i thought hey it wasn't that bad

but it turn out that the most weightage i got a C

tell me why..

A B B C..arghh

i wonder alot sometimes..

my O'lvl wasn't bad at all...

i am not trying to boast or what but seriously it's on my brain for so long..

i need to throw it all out..

like my L1R4 was like 8 after cca deduction

and some ppl can get lke 16( before cca deduction? i guess) and yet they score damn good..

why?

i don't get it at all!!!

its lke i am half her points yet.....what am i scoring??

life is just so unfair..

maybe i was wrong all along

maybe i am better in languages

maybe all the maths is begining to fade away like idk how..

so annoyed..sometimes i just get the feeling SO STRONGLY that ppl think i am dumb/stupid or something

just the way they tell me its ok.

work harder nxt time.

just lack the power to convince me somehow.

lts like telling me straight in the face

U DID NOT PUT IN UR BEST EFFORT!! BUCK UP!

fact is i am never a slacker and i will never be..

just that i am really tired of this studying shit...

and how much effort i put never seem to show anything

and i just hate it when ppl starts asking around..

if u done well. keep it to yourself..

why add to pppl's burden?