maybe i expected too much

i am offically 17! feeling so old
from the title u would have guessed...
maybe too much expectation=alot disappoint
i mean i do have expectation for certain people...
but it always seem to me they just don't meet my target
i mean i not not complaining but sometimes i am tired of all this shit!
i know its annoying to crack ur brain hard on what to get for a person
but think about it this way...the main purpose is to make he/she happy
so why not do/give something more meaningful
whatever u gave it just goes to show how much he/she mean to you
its not the price that matter but more of how much sincerity you put in
it can be just a letter but it can really make my day
but when u get something for someone just for the purpose of "giving her/him" because u had no choice/time
it just goes to show how unimportant u feel for this one person
lke me, though i hate buying gifts..but i make sure i do something for the person
be it a card or even seraching high and low to get the gifts before giving
instead of giving it hastily
these days i am annoyed often! i'm sorry whoever reading it may think i am making a big fuss here
(maybe, its the red below!)
some ppl are even worse! totally failed me! disappoint me big time
i say imok but sometimes i am not
but i kust hide it
;) but thank god i still have some who nv fail me till now