Nostalgic

its my 2nd week of sch..yet it still seem such a bore to me
and i think i have made a major mistake!!
to go into banking..i dno what on earth i was thinking when i pick(appealed) tt course??
i was practically brain-washed-.-
ohya i cnt blame it on otheres rte??
i jus got to see through the 3 yrs no mater how..
hmmmm;( life's such a trial
we fell down numerous times but it still doesnt guarantee a smooth sailing road ahead
its kinda ironic actually..
ppl are merely studying without any ambition in ife..
some ppl choose to study bsiness..but the qn is, is that what u want to do with ur entire life??
well it may be to early for me to be saying it..but i wont want to do this all my life..
i would want ti change my career paths..
to do something i want!
and ya know what!!
i am interested in ARTs Businss mangement! so sickening..
i jus happen to like them now tt i am alr enrolled...i m fickle minded so what
not to mention all the textbks i have to buy.
to me its just a waste of $$$ i mean after a module is over...the bk is left to rot;(
my mind is just a blank..my goal? get in uni and that it...
i really aint sure what i wanna do besides banking-.-
dread this so much!! aimless!